Milestones

Turned 32 over the weekend.

I feel really sad. For some reason Tivo lined up a documentary about Chernobyl victims, Nate’s funeral episode from Six Feet Under, a Boondocks episode where Riley remembers his dead mother and an episode of Deadwood where Bullock’s step-son is apparently killed. I’m finding it overwhelming.

I spend a lot of time being fake. I’m so good at it now I don’t always notice it when I’m being fake.

I wish I’d spoken at Kathy’s funeral. I wish I was more disruptive.